Is this Fate, Destiny or God’s Will?
I went for a schedule blood test today and met a nurse. She did my blood test last year and yet surprisingly she still remember me. So she ask me how am I. I told her I did conceive last year but lost the baby thereafter. So I went for a 2nd IVF, failed and now back for the 3rd try. Guess what she say to me next?
Can I pray for you?
I was shocked to hear that, I told her I converted to christian because of that and now you say you want to pray for me. I agreed and inside the small room, we prayed briefly. To me, she felt like an angel sent to me. I was still crying last night wondering will I have a happy ending. My friend had pre-eclampsia during pregnancy survived and had 2 children now. Other had similar scenario like mine but have 2 kids now as well. I see people posting their pregnancy picture happily or upload ultrasound images on Facebook.
When will it be my turn? Or will I have my chance at all? I prayed last night to ask God to give me a sign or a signal so that I can turn to Him for hope and miracle. Is this the one?