Reflections

My own reflections after a few days of driving Grab again.

1. Self Awareness

I realised something about myself.

When I shared certain things and people around me became upset or agitated, my response was usually to stop communicating. Looking back, perhaps I should have shared my perspective instead.

Silence, I now realise, doesn’t necessarily mean consent.
Sometimes it simply means something deeper — something unspoken.

That was something I didn’t fully see then.

2. Grab

Driving Grab now feels like it carries a higher level of risk compared to when I first started years ago.

Back then, I already knew it would only be a 2-3 year journey. Looking back, I’m glad I did it and stepped away when Covid came.

Now, picking it up again, it feels somewhat similar. I seem to know why I’m doing this.

Perhaps this is just a transition — a  3-6 month window while I sort out what needs to be sorted.

For now, this step feels necessary.